[ logan feels an uncomfortable heaviness settle down on him when she says that. it's as if he has an immunity to any mention of charles by his own tongue, but when someone else utters his name, his entire body goes tense. he doesn't want to hear it. a part of him wants to live in that dangerous denial that this is all some vivid dream he can't quite wake up out of, but he will, eventually. ]
[ the events of that night in the farmhouse are ones he will never forget. he supposes a reason why he's still alive and kicking is because he hadn't had enough time to torture himself with it. ]
[ looking straight ahead, he takes in a deep breath through his nose. once he releases it, the tension in his shoulders only shifting to the sting in his back, he lets himself utter: ] I know.
[ he doesn't need to tell her he misses him with his entire being. she already seems to get that. ]
Charles isn't here anymore. But that doesn't mean we stop trusting him.
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Date: 2017-04-17 02:37 am (UTC)[ the events of that night in the farmhouse are ones he will never forget. he supposes a reason why he's still alive and kicking is because he hadn't had enough time to torture himself with it. ]
[ looking straight ahead, he takes in a deep breath through his nose. once he releases it, the tension in his shoulders only shifting to the sting in his back, he lets himself utter: ] I know.
[ he doesn't need to tell her he misses him with his entire being. she already seems to get that. ]
Charles isn't here anymore. But that doesn't mean we stop trusting him.