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[She lets the others go ahead of her. The window to get to safety is so small, but she's not ready to leave yet. Promising Delilah that she'll show up eventually, Laura watches her friends leave. Rictor guides the group quickly, and Laura watches them until she can't see Bobby with his Wolverine doll any longer. When she's truly alone she turns to stare at the grave she's watching over. Day turns to dusk, then quickly to night.

She's standing guard over the man who made her promise to move on and not be what she was created to be.

It's after midnight when she finally sits, resting against her backpack.

She dozes off once or twice, but never actually sleeps. She watches the sunrise over the lake, then sets to putting wildflowers on the freshly piled dirt. Knowing that she needs to try and find her friends, she starts to get up to leave.

The sound of something beneath the dirt catches her ear. She thinks it sounds like a muffled scream. When the dirt starts to rustle, she realizes what's going on. Her heart catches in her throat and she makes a muted scream of terror as she hurries to start digging. She moves in a frenzy, scooping and digging with her hands. She ends up with bloodied fingers and knuckles that heal right away, but the end result is her staring across at a very alive Wolverine.

Logan.

Her father.

She stares with wide eyes, and reaches up to touch at his face. Lips trembling, she tries to wipe away some of the dirt and mud. There's so much of it, along with the blood.
]

Daddy?

[It doesn't feel strange to call him that. Not after saying it already. There's not a ton of distance between them, but she launches herself at him anyway, arms wrapping around him in a crushing hug.]

Date: 2017-04-09 09:13 am (UTC)
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[ truth be told, he feels like keeling over. but logan knows he can't. she might have the agility and the tenacity of a wolverine to take on an army of grown men and live to tell the tale, but she's not old enough to have to experience this. he does his best not to lean all his weight on her. ]

[ he breathes in deeply, exhaling long and slow. it causes pain to spark in his body, lingering for a while before it seems to hum low and waiting, almost like a predator waiting for its prey to move again. standing is painful, just as lying down makes him feel like everything inside of him is on fire. he does his best not to alert her to it, although he knows he's doing a shit job already. ]

[ it takes him a moment to respond. ]
One of them has to be useable. [ one of them has to be waiting for them. they had enough vehicles to corner the young mutants if they knew how to use them, but in a rush to try and round them up like sheep, they'd lost any advantage they had on wheels. he knows one of those trucks has to have survived the carnage. ]

You go. I'll be behind you.

Date: 2017-04-09 09:43 am (UTC)
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[ he lets out a sigh, despite being a little more than grateful he doesn't have to make the trek from where they are now to where the trucks are. the land here isn't even. he knows that, given how difficult it'd been running up toward this spot before he took any of the green serum. ]

[ when he hears the engine of a truck approaching, logan pulls himself up from where he's chosen to sit — not a good idea, in hindsight — and looks at her with a slightly unimpressed look to see her in the driver's seat. she shouldn't be the one taking care of him, but he knows he's not in any shape to be able to make sure she's okay. given he finds it painful to breathe and talk, he's no use to anybody when he's incapable of getting out a sentence without flinching. ]

[ he doesn't protest, though, climbing in and closing the door, not hiding how he winces when he's sitting upright against the seat. ]


We need to find your friends. [ he sounds winded when he says it, more like a very firm suggestion than one that's light and welcome for her to rebuff. they need to find her friends not for his sake, but hers. ]

Date: 2017-04-09 10:09 am (UTC)
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[ her efforts of being accommodating are appreciated, even if he doesn't make so much as a noise — aside from the grunts that he's not quick enough to suppress — to inform her. logan doesn't quite have it in him to express any gratitude, given he's trying to keep himself as still as possible. it's hard, given the terrain and lack of any even roads, but he does his best. ]

[ continuing to wince, as though that'll suppress the pain, he lets out a deep breath through his nose. gripping the door handle, with his other hand pressed against his bloodied chest, he slouches in his seat. ]


You should've left with them.

[ he feels those bullets shifting, his mutation slowly working. it's never been this sluggish before, but he supposes it's only a matter of time before it kicks back into gear. he doesn't think to push the claws out through his knuckles, assuming that pain will be sharper than a branch through his chest. ]

[ his words come out slow, eyes closing, but he doesn't let himself fall asleep. ]


You need to be safe, too, kid.

Date: 2017-04-09 10:25 am (UTC)
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[ knowing he doesn't have to pretend with her, logan lets himself slide along the seat until his head's resting against the door. it's not comfortable, but it feels like it alleviates any pressure — and it gives his neck a bit of a break from needing to act stronger than the rest of his body. ]

[ while he knows he doesn't have to act as though he's not in pain, he tries to ensure his face is as guarded as he can make it. she's still just a kid, despite everything she's experienced, and what she doesn't need is to panic about him right now. ]

[ she needs to find her friends. but as stupidly stubborn as he tends to be, she won't set their truck along the right path to find them. ]


Yeah. [ he opens his eyes, looking at the road ahead. it's long, flanked by nature. he should be in the city. he should be with charles. it's on a breath he finishes his thought, ] I do.

[ isn't it as charles said? they need our help. someone has come along. he supposes it's only right to let her know she's that person, even though he very much wants to take that pressure to be a caretaker away from her. ]

I don't want to. [ he lifts his head, arching his brow a little. his voice remains rough when he poorly jokes, ] Don't let it get to your head.

Date: 2017-04-09 11:44 am (UTC)
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[ logan falls asleep. ]

[ he doesn't mean to, but he's wasting energy on trying to stay awake when he knows he needs to rest. their bodies may be built slightly different from those around them, but at the end of the day, he's always healed best when he's had rest. his mind is more alert and he feels as though he's accrued enough energy to spend going to bars, causing trouble, or just plain running away. ]

[ when the truck stops, he starts, and he thinks to tell her not to worry, but she's got a mind of her own and a stubborn one to boot. his eyes close but open once she's back. not bothered to question her about how she got any of the junk she's brought back, he lets her do as she wants. it's a lot easier that way than to fight her in a battle he's going to lose. he winds the window down so he's getting fresh air, but he doesn't move from his slouched position on the passenger seat to glance over the shoulder of it to watch her. ]

[ a part of him wishes he had. what she presents to him picks at his heart, and logan finds himself standing at a crossroads once more. he looks at the serum with a slight arch to his brow, expression as unreadable as he can make it. there's no temptation to reach out and swipe it from her — and he wonders if he's even capable of it, comfortable enough to keep his hands in his lap than to move them. ]

[ he shakes his head. ]
No. Can't take that again.

Date: 2017-04-09 09:50 pm (UTC)
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[ he doesn't know how this is supposed to go. without the old man around to tell him to breathe and relax, give his mutation time to restart itself and come back to life, logan finds himself directionless. only vaguely does he recall ever having been without it, and he barely remembers how he'd survived then, with little to less no afflicted wounds so dangerously deadly on him. ]

[ he doesn't need to look at her to know that she's not exactly coping all that well. it doesn't surprise him, given she's still just a kid. lingering by his grave when she should've known better had been stupid. thinking she was just like any regular kid was also stupid. instinctually, he reaches out to grab her hand. ]
Hey. [ he only lifts his head, feeling like the rest of his body is a heavy weight that can't be lifted right now. (he also doesn't want to move it.) ] I'll be okay. I've been through worse.

[ combining all the story arcs for the wolverine in those stupid comic books together, and that's possibly what he's referring to. he doesn't quite know; reading those stories had made him long for what used to be. but logan knows his mutation almost as well as the back of his own hand, and he suspects it's slowly coming back, albeit much like the old man he is trying to walk from one end of the world to the other — slowly. ]

You just have to give it time. It's working. [ just not in the way she's come to know it — his mutation isn't working as quickly as it used to, or even has it had when he hadn't pushed himself to and beyond the limit. ]

Date: 2017-04-10 11:44 am (UTC)
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[ rest isn't something either of them seem to do well, but what he's dragged his body through and waking up six feet under knocks him right out. rather than fight her own suggestion — or summation, since it's what he knows he has to do anyway — he gives in. ]

[ he doesn't know how long he sleeps, but he knows it isn't the two days he passed out while in that little hut on the cliff side. when he looks over at her, he finds that she's actually capable of it — sleep, that peaceful thing that sometimes invites the nightmares in. logan stays where he is, slouched against the side of the truck. he shifts slightly to ensure circulation is still working, but he makes no attempts to get into the driver's seat. that's a battle he's bound to lose. ]

[ so, he waits. once she comes to, he's looking out the window, watching the sun and the sky remain where it's always been. ]
Seems like I'm not the only one who needs rest. [ he shifts, trying to sit up straighter. he pulls a face and tries to pretend to himself that the mere shift of a leg doesn't send agonising pain right through his entire being. ] We need to go, find someplace else that isn't this truck. Think you can handle that?

Date: 2017-04-11 10:42 am (UTC)
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[ logan wishes they were in that bumfuck town with that doctor who was keen to help him. it'd take a lot off her shoulders, and the guy seemed kind of like one of those souls charles would like. but they're too far from where someone would be of use, keeping quiet he's taken in wolverine with his incredible wounds. it's a thought he has and doesn't voice, instead finding himself drifting back to sleep. ]

[ it doesn't really surprise him how easily she takes the reins. if she's supposed to be anything like him, surviving would come to her easily — and it seems to. he barely registers they've changed vehicles, and when they're at that seedy motel in the parking lot, it feels as though it's not real at all. he knows where he is without feeling his feet on the ground, but he tries to wake himself up enough to ensure that he can feel his feet, those legs of his, and try and summon all the power he's ever held inside of himself so she doesn't have to drag his ass to the room she's chosen. ]


I can walk. [ he can't, though. over that threshold and he's wrapping his hand around the doorframe. thankfully, seedy motels are nothing like casinos in oaklahoma, with their long hallways, longer elevator rides, and big rooms. he does his best to try and walk himself to the bed, but he inevitably needs her help. ]

[ and drops right onto it, ensuring he's on his back. wincing, he takes in a deep breath, eyes closed, then opens them to look at the ceiling and try and centre himself. ]

Date: 2017-04-11 09:11 pm (UTC)
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[ even if he tried to, logan doesn't think he could move. he stays where he is, feeling the humming sensation of irritation burn somewhere deep inside of him. this isn't how this was meant to go. there was supposed to be charles, the sunseeker, getting the little brat over the border so she could stop bringing reavers and the past to him. but he's lost charles, relived somewhat of the past, and hasn't so much as found himself relieved of any of the pain he's been in for years. ]

[ but there's something that's returned to him, even though logan won't pinpoint what it is again. to derive a sense of purpose from helping someone — he thinks that's what's occupying laura right now, a sense of purpose in helping him, as he's incapable of actually refusing her right now. ]

[ lying on the bed, logan doesn't move. he can feel those bullets shift, like his mutation's slowly waking up from the grips of a deep, deep sleep, everything around it foggy as the world begins to sharpen into view. the pain he feels isn't from his open wounds, but the movement he can feel, ever so slow and sluggish, from that power that's kept him alive all this time. it's doing its job now, although at a much less intense pace and with less care than laura. ]

[ he does his best to keep himself alert. although he's incapacitated, and a wolverine like that isn't much of a wolverine at all, he knows he needs to ensure he can keep this room to themselves somehow. but she's back before he has to try and force himself to think up how he'd go about scaring away the landlord, backpack strapped to her back, and a proud little look on her face. ]

[ when she speaks spanish, he can't even register what that word may have meant from what feels like long ago. it isn't until she translates that he does look, barely lifting his head to see her findings. ]


You did good. [ positive reinforcement seems to go a long way, especially with this one. he doesn't think it's going to help much, but he keeps that comment to himself. ] You got anything I can use to cut these bullets out?

Date: 2017-04-11 09:41 pm (UTC)
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[ there are some things logan thinks he should keep her far away from, and that's taking responsibility for him. although he supposes he might be too late in that regard, it's something he can continue to strive for nonetheless. as much help as it would be if she was the one to try and help those bullets move, leaving enough space for his mutation to take proper effect, he decides to go for the alternative. she's already done enough. ]

[ he looks at her for a long moment. ]
You need some new clothes. We don't want anyone asking questions. [ the blood on her clothing is enough of a telltale sign someone will involve themselves in their business if she doesn't get herself cleaned up. logan, on the other hand, just looks like he's been hit by a semi. what a pair. ]

[ he begins to move, voice changing as he strains it and himself in moving so slowly he doesn't quite know if he's moving at all. ]
I'll see if I can clean myself up.

Date: 2017-04-12 10:15 am (UTC)
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[ how many times has he found himself standing in front of a mirror, trying to push bullets from where they're embedded deep in his skin? logan had wondered if there'd ever be a time where he wouldn't find himself here, bloodying an otherwise clean sink, staring at a mirror he only wants to crack. it's always been a difficult, painful process, but it feels worse now — the bullets don't particularly will themselves out, as if under the control of magneto's will, but seem to sit, as if waiting for something. ]

[ perhaps his mutation properly kicking in. it's waiting for him to flick some switch, although he's not sure where it is or even how to flick it. ]

[ he stays there, upright, for as long as she's out, and even when she returns. he's got the tweezers in hand, bloodied now from how he's dug into himself for the shrapnel, and silver pieces sit in the sink, staining it with bits of blood. his chest is a mess of broken flesh, but he makes no noise on trying to treat it. one thing at a time — get the bullets out, see if that unplugs his mutation. he can only hope for the best, given now he has a reason to ensure he's in tip top shape. ]

[ for a moment he doesn't acknowledge her, trying to push through all that familiar pain stinging under his skin. looking over his shoulder at her haul of clothes, he doesn't spend much time sizing it up. ]
Thanks. [ his eyes flicker to her, fingers gripping the basin hard. ]

[ it feels unbalanced, her looking out for him, and so he inhales and decides it's about time he took a little more control. ]
When was the last time you ate?

Date: 2017-04-12 09:05 pm (UTC)
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[ she rattles off a list and logan doesn't particularly feel any craving for it. it's not because her selection is poor, he thinks his entire being is slowly coming back from having officially signed off for good. he doesn't know what it's like to die and come back, as the only people who've ever died to return were jean, cyclops, charles ... and neither of them had been resurrected quite like him. ]

[ glancing at her over his shoulder, he then looks above her to the door. her stomach rumbling isn't a loud noise, but if he focuses on it, maybe it can be one that will eventually slow her down. she's moving too quickly for him to keep up; where he's meant to be the one looking out for her, it's the other way around, and he's pretty sure that's not how it's supposed to be. ]


Go eat. [ he looks back at the mirror, seeing all that broken flesh that's not quite stitching itself back together. he knows internally his mutation is busy at work, but externally he looks like a reason for someone to worry themselves sick. it's never taken this long to bounce back into peak condition, even when his mutation was no longer keeping the adamantium poisoning under control. ] I'll come out when I'm done here.

Date: 2017-04-13 12:35 pm (UTC)
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[ he doesn't pull all the bullets out, but what he manages to extract is more than enough in his books. he stays in the bathroom for a lot longer than he needs to be, fingers gripping the edge of the basin. waiting for that inevitable stitching of skin to patch himself together, he knows he's going to be in the bathroom for a long, long time if his intent is to wait until he's brand new before leaving. ]

[ when he hears the television turn on, he figures he can't hide in the bathroom forever. he pulls one of the shirts she's brought back for him on, ignoring the sting and awful twist of his skin, and finds that the colour does nothing for him at all. although, it wouldn't compliment him regardless. logan's the type of guy to wear leather, plaid, and then a wife beater if nothing else suits. wearing a dark blue is more cyclops' style. ]

[ steps tentative when he leaves the bathroom, it's still obvious that he hasn't quite healed. there's a slight limp, like he's trying to press his weight to somewhere other than his own body. when he sits on the bed's edge, it's slow. ]


Getting there. [ slowly — incredibly slowly for the incredibly impatient, like him. he looks at the television screen, eyes narrowing somewhat as he tries to guess what the hell it is she's occupying herself with. he needs his glasses, or something to make the world appear sharper. looking at her, he adds, ] I'll be okay. [ he cocks his head to the food in her hand, ] You get one of those stupid toys?

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